At this point in my life, I’ve given up on the ideas of friendship, socializing, and love. They have just ceased to mean anything to me. They serve no purpose in my life anymore. All I care about right now is getting my business started and turning into something I can be proud of. So far, it’s been lots of excitement, lots of stress and hard work, and very little payoff. All of these were expected. But having all of my art and sales currently being handled by people who know nothing about screen printing, has been one of the most frustrating things I’ve ever dealt with. Fuck it. Just keep grinding. Hopefully one day it’ll be worth it.
Had one of the most difficult, heart breaking conversations I’ve ever had in my life tonight. Friendship can be an incredibly painful thing sometimes.